Not Healing

from I'm a Professional by Ardeem

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lyrics

There's something evil, selfish, inside me
I'm anxiously mediating it to the world
To stop it escaping, hold it tight to me
Manipulative, unhealthy, mine

Now all I can do is just lie here
Wishing I could get to sleep
Wishing to just forget about it
Forget, repair, escape, this feeling

This feeling's not healing, staring at the ceiling,
Lying here, dead weight on the floor
Can't move, can't think, be bothered trying
To overcome this any more

Can't bear to inflict myself on others
Keep my head low avoid their eyes
Take care, keep unaware my thinking
Deep breath, just got to make it through

The day, seems just like all the others
Can't help but realise
There is no solving of this problem
Of chemicals and hopes and pride

This feeling's not healing, staring at the ceiling,
Lying here, dead weight on the floor
Can't move, can't think, be bothered trying
To overcome this any more

If you hear me, first, I'm sorry
Sorry for your kind concern
This malady regularly,
Paralyses me, lying here
Held from hurting, by my caring
This I'm singing to let you know
Don't be worrying, just understanding
That this song, has no happy end

This feeling's not healing, staring at the ceiling,
Lying here, dead weight on the floor
Can't move, can't think, be bothered trying
To overcome this any more

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from I'm a Professional, released October 6, 2013
Composed, Performed and Produced by Jacob Kinniburgh

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Ardeem Melbourne, Australia

After being raised on a farm, many years at University and a year in Africa, Ardeem has skilfully honed his dynamic personality, extensive knowledge of cows and musical ingenuity to a sharp and shiny point. This point has now become the point of his endeavours. Intensely aware of the possibility of ending up another could-have-been, Ardeem is pulling his finger out.

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